My mission....

So I quit my job this week, and will finish here next month.. YAY!!!  My boss has been trying to make me stay for these 2 days... seriously?!?! Gosh I must be a very good employee...  anyway... I think life should not be stable and comfortable, we should always seek challenges and improvement, both in our work life and everyday life. Altho, I must say he has been treating me extremely well, I do very much appreciate it!!!

Anyways, so what next in terms of my career? hm...... lets leave this to God!

This sunday's bible message was a refreshing one for me, I havent been very participative at the church in HK, since I dont really feel apart of it, like the one in Perth. I really miss my brothers and sisters there. So, I've been kinda skipping church lately, and  I feel a little distant from God, but on Sunday, the pastor said "do and act to those that are least, lost and lowest", this should be our mission on Earth. I think I will try my best to make this my mission from now on...   We should not live just for ourselves or for those who are on top, has a direction in life and of a higher background... we should however focus on those who really needs us. Those who has everything, dont need you!!!! Go and do what you would to your friends to the homeless, or handicapped or just those who are in need of a hand... get it?

this sunday I will be skipping church again, but its cos i have my piano exam.. and i'm SO not ready for it... sigh...  just cant seem to play one of the songs right... sigh.......... wish me luck tho!

Update!

Hahahah... thanks Davez for reminding me that I havent updated ever since AUGUST!!! yes that does seem like a long time.. but in fact the last few months just flew right by me... I've been hell busy... why?

1) Parents coming next month.. have to organise where to go, a short trip, places to eat, and shopping for them.

2) Planning my own trip to UK and Europe in Jan and Feb... kekeke... should be pretty damn good!

3) My stupid D.I.Y.s haha... I've just finished 2 scarves and on to the 3rd one... sigh... then just one more!!!

4) And of course last but definitely not least, my DAILY LIFE!!! which includes the following Mon-Fri =WORK + houseWORK, Sat = half day WORK, piano practice + shopping, Sun = Piano lessons, church and MORE shopping and of course MORE houseWORK.

Why don't YOU try to fit all that into your schedule!!! I guess I just have too much on my mind, and too much on my hands to really have time to write a proper blog, like I usually do...  

So much I wanna say, but really ... I've got it all up there in short! for details, just look at the pics coming up on fb soon! soooooon.......

So there it is! my "Update!"

Luv you all! Keep safe during Christmas. Hope everyone has a BLAST!!!  *MUAH*

Inception

Watched Inception about 2 weeks ago... I wasnt going to watch it at first, I wanted to see Eclipse, but apparently it was off at the cinemas...damn it... so now I'll have to watch it at home... so anyways.. then everyone has been telling me that Inception is really good, so I decided to watch that instead... and it was definitely much better than expected, as I had no or not much expectations at all before it... I only saw the preview a couple of times.. =) The movie really got ppl thinking huh? I almost had a headache afterwards.. 2 hrs or so of thinking ... going deeper and deeper... more and more layers, and then going back up.... sigh... but nevertheless.. it was GREAT!!! I think I've never used my brain so much before in the cinemas... =) Just love to use that brain of mine! I heard someppl say they didnt get it afterwards... *huh?* where have u been?!?!?

Would ppl really want to be in inception all the time, everyday... just so their dreams or thoughts could come true... is that kinda unrealistic? or just simply lying to yourself.... to me... I think if I could experience it.. it would be nice... but just once.. just to see wat its like... not a daily thing... NO. If you were to go into inception everyday... I think you might as well be dead... whats better than going to a place where its unknown... inception is pretty much known.. its given... its just not real.. you make it all up ...well death is probably better than... its so much more blank to us human beings.. that if you go there... anything could happen.. or absolutely nothing will happen. I guess thats for us to find out sooner or later...

Anyways... next on my movie list... Eat Pray Love.. I've read the book, now its time to watch the movie... such a great book btw!!! a must read !!! =)

Now about life, I've finally made a decision... a very good one I hope.. will be going back home early 2011.. feels great.. so relieved that I've finally got it all together in my head.. and that I feel all together again... living life again...ahhaha... gotta love that feeling that you're in control and not anyone else... just you, you and you! Looking forward... but quitting will be hard.. I like my colleages alot.. they give me alot of freedom in my work..... but life must go on .. and we must all look ahead of us and not look back... just keep pushing for more and better... a bit greedy.. I know! oh well.. thats me... anyways thats it. hope all is well with you! =) 

Being Single

I was just thinking abt this in the shower.... haha..

Being single is actually not that bad!!! You can do whatever you want, when you want... why do I say this? Well if you had a partner, it would probably mean that you would think abt what they want to do, or if they want to do what you wanna do?!?!? So, being single.. you don't need to care abt all this shit.. you can just go and do it man!!!  also you will have less responsibilities... no family... no kids... no partner to look after... so FREE ~~~

Having said that, I think you can only be single for a certain amount of time, say until you're 28/29? cos then you should get married, and then have kids before you are infertile.... hahaha .. but if you dont wanna have kids... well then you can be single forever!!! even better!!!  However there is a risk of being single till you're 28/29, that is you will have less choices ... cos when you're 20 something, you probably have alot of choices right... cos everyone is still trying everyone out... so you can probably find someone easily.. but by the age of 28/29.. you're probably left with all the "leftovers" which is probably not that good... and people must think there is something "wrong" with them... maybe its.. manners, career, $$ or looks... there just MUST be something, right? otherwise ... why would they be single???  but hey!!! they are thinking the same thing about YOU!!! So maybe they are just like you... and you two will be perfect for each other.. but is life so perfect???.. of cos not silly!!

So then... what should one do.. if they wanna be free for a while longer but still want  the whole package.... hmm... my suggestion... you should keep a handful of "potential" partners up your sleeves.... that doesnt mean.. making other people cheat on their partners so you can keep them around... but just keep in contact~ ... have them around.. you never know... they might break up with their partner sooner or later.. haha... is this wat you would call 'backups'!?!? perhaps... well I guess there is nothing wrong with having backups.. huh... kekeke

Okay, so you're now 28/29 or even 30.... and there is no one that you are particularly attracted to... then what the hell do you ?!?!? hm........ well... you can always "lower your expectations"??!?!? cos I'm sure by now.. you are not that great looking yourself.... hitting that big "3" zone.. all the mid age signs are now pretty obvious...

so let's put it straight... if you don't wanna be single for the rest of your life... and live a pretty lonely life, cos everyone around you has a partner or even family already.. then bloody hell, accept the fact and just pick someone that is most suitable to you and that are still around...  yes... even if you think there might be "something" wrong with them.... what ever it is... I'm sure you'll get over it sooner or later.... wahahah...

So single is not that bad after all, right!?!?! you just have to do a few things to get freedom for a while and someone to be with for the rest of your life... how hard could it be?? ... but now just remember ... don't be too picky when there is nothing to pick out...

Didnt say much abt Guam... awesome holiday... an actual holiday... actually felt that I went away... cos all the other times I go away are usually going to big cities again but this time, it was really different... can't believe that there is such a beautiful place on Earth... thank God!!! Next destination: Shanghai Expo!!!  

Have a nice nice day............. wheeeeeeee....... byes~

weekend

I just watched 3 movies online this weekend...

1. Precious - I guess the moral of this story is that you should not let others around you tell you what you are worth, even if they are your family members, who should know you best. Only you know yourself, and what you are capable of, and you know what you want or don't want, although you may be lost at times, but I'm sure time will pull you through everything, just give it time.

2. Hachi - A extremely touching true story. I haven't cried from watching a movie for so long, this one really got me, I guess perhaps it reminded me of my dog, my beautiful darling and also because it got me thinking about bonds, if even a dog can have a bond with a human being, why can't humans have bonds with each other? or perhaps its not the time yet! Sometimes I think maybe its better off being alone, then there wont be any separation or hurt. Which is better? To have someone and have to get through the separation and death, or be alone and live a free and perhaps stable life....

3. Up in the air - just the movie that I need to answer the question above. This movie teaches us that we need someone there to hold us to guide us, and be there for us. "Money can buy you heaters, blankets and pay for gas bills, but it won't keep you warm like your partner can." So true money is nothing to me, it can buy you stuff and perhaps keep you happy for a while, but its not long lasting enough, so really in the end its nothing. But on the other hand, when you're feeling lonely, only others company can keep you alive.......

I guess this was one of those movie weekends that I havent had for a long long time... too long... really got a bit off track lately, doing this and that, for him or her... but I guess thats life, time is passing and our time left here is getting shorter and shorter by the second. What should we be doing then? Should I still spend over 6 hrs watching these movies? or should I be out there catching up with people? or partying? getting drunk? I like getting drunk, cos it really gets your mind off things, but then you realise the problem will still exist the next day, when you become sober again, should I then just keep drinking ... I hate how I can't handle the truth sometimes, I hate the weak side of me. When my dog was getting old, i didn't want to get close to him anymore, because I knew I would be so upset that I may not even be able to handle it, so I hid myself from him. When he finally left, I got over it, much quicker than I thought, not sure if that was because i hide from him, or because I had my family and friends with me. Not sure.. but I have come to realise that I tend to do this alot now, I think I can't handle it, just hide... not hard, right? or perhaps I just need a slap in the face! You can judge me all you like, but hey you have your weaknesses too!